The artwork titled The Cuckoo's Chick
was created around 2015 - possibly a bit later, and maybe even started
earlier. It was drawn using various materials, including charcoal,
pastel, and colored pencil, on thick white paper, measuring
approximately 150 by 90 cm. We see a human child, quite young,
presumably a girl - if one is still allowed to say such things. The
child appears to have a rather light complexion. She seems to be in a
room: to her right (on the viewer's left) stands a large chair, the
floor appears to be made of wooden planks or parquet - it's not entirely
clear. In the background, we see a dark door or window on the right,
and above the child's head, a lamp or a moon.
The
girl is wearing a white-grey skirt of tulle-like fabric with many
frills, and a cardigan that is strikingly asymmetrical in color. Color,
in general, is barely present in the image; nearly everything is drab
grey. On her feet are oversized shoes, heavy boots, and underneath, the
child wears thick woolen socks - though whether it’s real wool, we do
not know. The child’s head is somewhat problematic; whether one may see
or say such a thing is unclear. But it's evident that the child deviates
from the norm, the prototype of a young human. The skull is clearly too
large, and the eyes are far too close together. Most striking of all,
the child is cross-eyed or squinting. Due to her physiognomy deviating
too much from the average, she was likely bullied at school - unless all
children looked like her.
The
final element that demands our attention is the hand puppet the child
is holding in her left hand. We cannot see the hand itself, but it seems
very much as though it has fully taken possession of the puppet’s
innards. The hand climbs up through the opening and wriggles its way
through intestines and stomach, up the esophagus and windpipe. The
puppet does not need to breathe, nor eat or drink; what was never alive
is being animated by the living. Every child is a shaman and believes
that everything is ensouled - especially a doll that resembles a human:
everything longs for breath, everything seeks contact. The most
beautiful aspect is perhaps the annunciation of this viable
impregnation: a strictly private proclamation of the stirring of the
inanimate by the breath of life, like a seraph breathing into the
lifeless: 'A Close Encounter of the Fifth Kind.'
The
child’s index finger is in the puppet’s head, thumb and middle finger
in the left and right arms. The puppet is strikingly black - nowadays
you can buy those, but in the past, it was quite a thing. And even when
black dolls were available, they usually wore little straw skirts. This
puppet wears a beautifully decorated robe and raises its arms like a
priest - perhaps to speak, to conjure, or to warn the viewer. The puppet
is no longer a child, appears older, perhaps weathered, possibly even a
grown man. But can one still say all that? The black puppet wears only
one large earring - not two.
Perhaps
the living child clutches the chair out of fear, out of anxiety.
Perhaps she realizes the puppet is angry, says something unexpected,
something she didn’t want to hear. If the puppet is a priest or shaman,
then messages sometimes come through - from the other side, from the
subconscious, prophecies the viewer may prefer not to hear. What was
once stone-dead but turned out to be viable may now have its own will,
wants something other than the creating child with her contagiously
boundless imagination and cognitive limitations.
III. The Other as Fear
With
a bit of luck, the child does not merely project her own unfathomable
mind onto the brain of the puppet - our dark shaman - but a dialogue may
emerge between creator and creation, between the giant girl and the
little man. But such a dialogue can only arise if the child refuses to
be satisfied with herself, doubts herself, or is fed up with her inner
monologues. This dialogue between subject and world is what the Danish
philosopher Søren Kierkegaard called the perpetuum mobile
of existential doubt. Opening oneself to the other, no matter how
lifeless it initially appeared, may be the only source of light or
salvation from this endless doubt about existence. The French-Jewish
philosopher Emmanuel Levinas once called this the "questioning face of
the other" - the other whom one encounters, to whom the “I” is elected.
Every human being is destined to read the questioning other in the face
and to respond as best as possible, especially when that face asks for
help.
One
of my father’s brothers, Uncle Jakob, moved with his young wife shortly
after WWII from South Limburg in the Netherlands - a region bordering
both Germany and Belgium - to Belgian Congo in Central Africa, where he
worked in the diamond industry. There they had their only child, a
daughter. The child was as white as her parents and behaved accordingly,
as an only child with privileged white skin. Occasionally, the family
visited the Netherlands. Whether I had been born yet, I don't know - I
don't remember. Regardless, I never forgot the anecdote my late mother
often told.
The
young girl, my niece, naturally in a princess dress, once dropped a
handkerchief in our home. She didn’t pick it up herself but said, 'Aunt
Ger, would you pick that up for me?' My mother refused. She said, 'You
can do that yourself. Bending over is healthy.' Uncle Jakob, who had
lived in Belgian Congo for years, moved when unrest began around
1959 with wife and child to California. Whether the handkerchief
anecdote happened in their Congo period or later in the US, I no longer
know - but it hardly matters. The child was destined to rule, to
command. She knew no different and fulfilled her role with flair.
Perhaps this is also the right moment to say something about the title, The Cuckoo's Chick, which is not so easy to interpret.
Naturally, everyone pictures the birds cuckoo's chick - too fat and far
too large - refusing to make room for the original hatchlings. All the
food goes into the wide-open mouth of the cuckoo's chick; the others
wither and are eventually shoved out of the nest by the fat bully. The
greed of the simpleton is so great that it would rather be an only child
than be raised in a family with siblings. Obsessed with the compulsive
thought of coming up short, the chick suppresses every notion of sharing
the bread and wine, resulting in boundless loneliness and budding
fears.
But
those who are yet to be born rarely determine their own fate. It wasn’t
the cuckoo egg that laid itself; it was the impulse of the mother
cuckoo that managed to deposit the guilty egg in another nest - among
much smaller eggs - too lazy to build a home herself, too sluggish to
feed it herself, and too loveless to teach the child how to fly. Now, we
shouldn’t blame the cuckoo for all of this; it thoughtlessly repeats
what parents and grandparents and long lines of ancestors have always
done. The cuckoo has no grand conscience - if it even has anything like:
'I knew what I was doing' or 'I didn’t know.' [1]
If we want to change this ingrained, parasitic displacement syndrome, then that will - understated as it may be - be quite the task.
It’s unlikely that it will ever work with the bird who spawned a cuckoo
chick, but human children must keep hope alive that what is crooked can
indeed be straightened. Once aware of the utterly unconscious
exploitation of the other, a person should be capable of adjusting their
behavior - for the good of the community, and to the education and
amusement of the insatiable ego.
So ask yourself this: 'Which
of us is the enlightened cuckoo's chick who, though never having laid
itself in the wrong nest, refuses ever again to let its own egg push out
any others?'
IV. Blessed Are the Poor in Spirit
My
mother had a big heart for the weak, especially for Ria, her little
sister, a mentally disabled child who, after suffering meningitis,
became severely physically and mentally handicapped and spent her life
in a wheelchair. I was afraid of Aunt Ria because when you had to shake
her hand, she would squeeze it hard and laugh.
The
white disabled child plays with the black hand puppet as if it were
alive. Why did her parents give her that puppet, of all things? Why not a
white one? Why a little man? Why not a girl who looked like her? Does
the child know what she is doing? Is the puppet allowed to exist? Is the
little man allowed to speak? Is he an “other” or merely the girl’s
mouthpiece? Can a mentally impaired person truly engage in a dialogue
with the other? And: what human is not impaired? How much free will and rights does a lesser human have? What is a human? What is lesser? Who is accountable - and who is not? Who do we still blame for the mistakes of history?
My
mother occasionally spoke about the war, which she had lived through as
a young girl. I believe she found it important that we grew up with
those stories. She told us about the deaf miller across the road, who
was shot on liberation day. Confused German Wehrmacht soldiers shouted
at him to halt - but he was deaf. They shot him in the back and he died.
She also told us about her father, my grandfather, who nearly got taken
away in a raid van with a young Jewish girl they had hidden in their
home. He admitted they had hidden her - he couldn't lie. Why he wasn’t
taken, nobody knows. She also talked about Dutch girls who had dated
German soldiers - “Moffenmeiden.” [2] After
the liberation, these girls were immediately rounded up, had their
heads shaved, and were publicly humiliated. My mother - and her parents
-disliked revenge.
The
ideology of the Nazis, fundamentally based on racism, was adamant that
humanity was not one undifferentiated mass - that there were higher and
lower types, Übermenschen and Ungeziefer.
This cold, clinical cynicism divided humanity through a semi-scientific
system adorned with vivid illustrations. Some etnicities were not even
deemed worthy of the term Untermensch [3]: Jews, Roma, and Sinti were rated so low they were denied the term human -
instead labeled as rats or vermin. Mentally handicapped people, even if
of Aryan race, were preferably removed from society as discreetly as
possible. German citizens, initially unfamiliar with Nazi racial
theories, had to learn to accept that not everyone who looked human actually was.
V. Other sources
As the primary visual source for The Cuckoo's Chick,
I used some hundred-year-old photographs from archives, mainly from the
USA. I’m deeply interested in photography, especially from the first
century of its existence - starting around 1835. I recall combining
three photographs: one of a white girl in an interior, one of a black
girl in a white dress, and a third for the child’s head. I forget where I
got the head of the little man - the shaman - but it came from
somewhere else. What fascinated me most was a rare photo from the late
19th century of an African American girl wearing exactly the same dress
as the white girl. That child - or rather her parents - had achieved
something, were emancipated; some could afford the same lifestyle as
white Americans. They adapted, to show they belonged to a certain class,
to the model of the white middle class. Today, we might say they
aligned too much with an identity not their own. Now, roots and identity
ask us to express both visibly - through clothing and hairstyle.
Besides
the deliberately sought photographic sources, the photo-collage concept
is also imbued with stylistic drawing influences - inescapable ones.
Every drawing -The Cuckoo's Chick is technically best defined as a drawing - contains, consciously or unconsciously, traces of the medium’s history. At the 1985 exhibition Traum und Wirklichkeit, Wien 1870–1930 [4],
which we visited with the entire academy, I first saw original works by
Gustav Klimt, Egon Schiele, and many others. Even before I was struck
by Klimt or Schiele’s paintings, I was undeniably moved by their
drawings. I loved Schiele most, who drew more rawly and directly than
Klimt and portrayed humans as vulnerable mammals: girls and young women,
often drawn from life; in all their fatal beauty, also mortal flesh.
More than Klimt, Schiele embraced the fatal inadequacy of human spirit
and body. The shabby little dresses, pitiful sheaths for the feminine
form, have rarely been captured more vividly.
Spiritual and philosophical sources for The Cuckoo's Chick include first and foremost the core of the four canonical gospels, namely the parables, and Totality and Infinity by Emmanuel Levinas. [5]
To prevent man and cosmos from collapsing into deterministic Darwinism,
I try to keep the mind alive, let's say spiritual - like a noble heir
of Baron von Münchhausen, beneath this fatal firmament - by drawing from
an old source:
'There is neither Jew nor Greek, slave nor free, male nor female, for you are all one […].' [6]
Levinas saw neither the self nor fellow man as mere animals with cognition, but as slightly more: a mamal with a conscience: 'I did know.'
The radicality of his stance lies in how the self reaches full maturity
only in relation to the other, who makes a demand. Rather than viewing
the other - and thus also the self - as a finite closed system
(finality), as unfreedom, as hell, he saw humans as chosen for the other
in infinite openness (infinity).
Should
sentimentality well up, I believe I owe the culture I descend from
mostly gratitude for its distrust of ideologies, its refusal to judge,
its ethos of doing good quietly, and its lived-out beliefs. For their
entire lives our mutual ancestors drew from the same sources as my wife
and I do - father and mother of two daughters and a son.
Rinke Nijburg, Arnhem, June 2025
Notes:
[1] Needles to say this sentence refers to the infamous line quoted by a lot of Germans shortly after WOII: 'Ich habe es nicht gewusst.'
[2] Free translation: Jerry Chicky.
[3] The ideology of the Nazi's had little to do with the ideas of W.F. Nietzsche. For Nietzsche 'der Übermensch' had nothing to do wih race but all with Der Wille zur Macht which is nothing else than the individual striving for the utmost selfrealisation.
[4] Wiener Künstlerhaus, Traum und Wirklichkeit, Wien 1870–1930 ("Dream and Reality, Vienna 1870–1930"), March 28 to October 6, 1985.
[5] Emmanuel Levinas, Totality and Infinity: An Essay on Exteriority, The Hague, 1961.
[6] Galatians 3:28. One could very easily and in accordance with this old teaching add: '[...] white nor black [...].'